I haven’t even been doing 40 hours during this busy time. But I have worked hard. Turned in some really big returns. I think all my biggest ones are done except Danconia coming back from review.
I have so many other important personal projects like getting Peter’s medical records and applying for SS disability. And hanging up art in the house. And an oil change. And just catching up on sleep.
Blurgh
https://www.prosperhealth.io/blog/rejection-sensitive-dysphoria-in-autism
We learned this from therapist Hailey Light.
Separately, Sean looked up and feels this fits: Avoidant Personality Disorder (AvPD) is a recognized mental health condition characterized by extreme social inhibition, feelings of inadequacy, and hypersensitivity to negative evaluation. People with AvPD intensely fear rejection, criticism, or embarrassment — so much so that they often avoid social, occupational, or academic activities where those risks might arise.
I was just posting lists and journal prompts here. Since I’ve stopped doing those… means I haven’t been posting here much.
But it is extended tax season so I’m busy. Also been sick with a cold.
I think Skitty may be sick. Or well, just aging rapidly.
Anyway, I will get back to lists and prompts. It seemed silly but I miss it.
I love my bed so much.
I’ve already had a 3-hour board meeting by zoom, filled out an HOA application to add a porch to our house with photos and survey, and had lunch out with our daughter. That’s enough productivity for one day.
Except I still have more tax returns to prepare.
Later.
My brain needs rest.
